Overpacking and Unpacking: Travel Anxieties

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This past week I set off on my exciting journey to Aix-en-Provence in the South of France! There were lots of ups and downs that I encountered along the way, and I am sure many more to come. When traveling abroad, or really traveling at all, there are many unknowns that cause a bit of anxiety.

When I first arrived, due to a delayed plane, I missed my ride from the school. In that half hour, it also started to rain! I found a French couple waiting for a taxi and did my best to translate and ask for help. They were very kind people, but could unfortunately not help. With a dying phone and the help of the Dean of IAU, I was able to locate the bus station and be on my way. This was an unfortunate event, but travel is unpredictable. All we can do is take a deep breath and continue on. There is always a solution, some just have to be worked for!

About 2 hours into the trip, I was homesick. This continued for about 3 days. I was upset with myself, I had moved to Colorado by myself and started school this was basically the same thing. Why was I this sad so soon? I tried to have patience with myself but was ultimately failing. I called my mom, had a good cry, and have felt great ever since. I didn’t want to break down, sometimes it is better to let the inevitable happen versus pushing it off. Cultural shock is a continuous cycle and I have been told it will occur multiple times while abroad. It is one of the drawbacks of exploring another culture, but it shouldn’t be a deterrent. In order to understand others, we may be uncomfortable sometimes, and that is totally normal.

My university offers what is called the early start program which I am enrolled in. It has been an amazing decision that I definitely recommend! I have met so many nice people while also acclimating to the different time zones. This extra time helped me settle in at my homestay and meet the faculty beforehand.

Introducing Sarah Blaiser

What is/are your major(s)?

Psychology

What is/are your minor(s)?

Criminology and Biology

What is the name of your study abroad program?

IAU College: Humanities, Social Sciences, Business, & International Relations

In what city & country is your study abroad program located?

Aix-en-Provence, France

What is something you would like the blog readers to know about you that they wouldn’t know by just looking at you?

I would want the readers to know that I struggle with anxiety which is one of the reasons I would like to blog. By sharing my struggles with anxiety abroad and how I manage to overcome them I feel may be able to help others that have the same worries. At the very least I think writing about these struggles may help me accept them and adjust abroad as well.

What is one thing that you are most anticipating about your study abroad experience?

I am most anticipating feeling like a stranger. That may sound odd, but I am very excited to slowly start to understand and learn more about a culture different from my own. By being a “stranger” I am opening myself to the ability to come to understand and make the foreign culture my normal for a few months.

Why did you decide to study abroad? or What inspired you to study abroad?

I have always wanted to study abroad and specifically in France. I have been taking French for 9 years and wanted to be able to increase my understanding of the language and the people in this country.

This is a photo from one of my favorite lookouts in Boulder that I often go to with my family.