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Today was my first class at Maastricht University. I was eager and nervous at the same time when I first walked into the building. I didn’t know anyone in this class. Still, I was keen to meet people from different countries and talk with them about the vast field of international relations and the themes and theories associated with the subject. I had arrived an hour early at the building where my class was to take place, so I sat in a study area, finalizing my reading notes and reviewing parts of the required readings and book chapters for the class. Soon, the time came to head to my scheduled classroom. I walked in with someone from the Netherlands and started a conversation. We discussed where we were from and what we were most excited about learning in this class. Soon, more kids started to fill the room, and they all seemed to know each other since the class comprised primarily Dutch students. 

Soon after we had all settled, the class professor walked into the room, and we started. The professor’s name was Birsen Erdogan, and she immediately introduced the class and briefly went over the syllabus, tackling the main ideas of what to expect from this class. The essential things included the fact that we had two mini exams during the duration of the class as well as a reflective journal. The two mini exams will be over the discussion questions from the book we are reading and the learning goals our professor had set out for us. The reflection journal is a project that consists of 8 lectures. After each class, we are to reflect on the class personally, discussing the contents and what we did and did not understand. After the syllabus talk, we went around the room and introduced ourselves. I was the only American student in the class. I expected not to be talkative in the first class because I wanted to get a sense of what the class discussion was like. However, things were about to be different this time around.

As I said before, I was the only American in the class, so I expected myself to be shy, listen more, and chime in on conversations rather than start them. This time, however, it was different. We started talking about world news immediately, and I immediately started talking. Because I read the news daily, the topics we started class talking about were right in the wheelhouse, and I felt comfortable expressing my opinions worldwide. After discussing the news, the professor asked who would like to lead today’s discussion on the Mearsheimer reading about structural realism and chapters 1 and 2 of our book. The professor then asked who in the class would like to lead the discussion. No one raised their hand, and everyone looked around, anticipating someone to take the role of class discussion leader. After no one raised their hand, I decided to take the role of discussion leader and volunteered to be the discussion leader.

After taking the role of the discussion leader, we began class by discussing the Mearsheimer reading. The main question of this peace was: why do states want power? The main argument for that was that it is human nature for states to want power. That was the main point brought up during our discussion. Some other topics we brought up in the Mearsheimer part of the discussion included:

  • uncheckedIf a state adjacent to you gives more power for survival
  • uncheckedWe need to get our defenses up for power; we can never be sustained for power, and it is about survival
  • uncheckedAnarchy is realism, a form of defense, and trying to form alliances
  • uncheckedPolicies will change; states are functionally similar but differ in capabilities. We all want the same thing (Structural Realism)

The main talking points of the first part of the discussion were about structural realism, defined as an international system structure forcing states to pursue power. In this world, it is about survival when it comes to power. The world is a system of anarchy as countries will either try to form defenses or form alliances to share power. These states are all functionally similar, but they differ in capabilities. Even though we all want the same thing, we have different ways of wanting to get there.

I wanted to talk more about the Mearsheimer readings, but we had discussion points and learning goals to get to, so I switched over to those. These questions tackled the content of the first two chapters of our required book. The first part entailed the aspects we discussed from the Mearsheimer reading: power, anarchy, and survival. This soon led to the topic of the international system. We discussed the global system, which describes the anarchy system of the world where states distribute power among themselves. This system of power is divided into three parts: bipolar, multipolar, and unipolar. For those who made an argument about a unipolar world, the reasoning was that the US was the true global power of the world because it has the most significant military and the most robust economy. Those who argue that our world is a bipolar system say that the US and China are the two global hegemonies because they have the most robust economies and militaries. They keep each other in check through cooperation and trade. Those who argue that the world is multipolar say there are more world powers than the US and China, such as France, Germany, Russia, etc. Because of this diverse perspective, we ended up having a long conversation about the topic of world power. I believe the world is bipolar, with the US and China being the two powers, but I also argue that the world could be seen as multipolar. For the multipolar argument, I brought up the five permanent members of the UN Security. I discussed how they represent a multipolar world because they have the final say in decisions on the Council. One veto from any of the five members (US, China, Russia, the UK, and France) automatically strikes down a decision. Because those countries have the strongest veto power, you could make a case for the fact our world is a multipolar system.

One takeaway from this first class session was that I was very well educated in the subject matter and felt comfortable sharing my perspective with the group. The readings helped me confidently lead the class discussion because I knew what I was talking about. In addition, the knowledge I gained from my international studies classes at the University of Denver helped me apply the context of the readings to real-world situations. The combination of the readings and my knowledge aided my confidence in leading the discussion. Being the only American in your first class abroad and being chosen to lead the discussion is nerve-racking. However, I could confidently lead the debate and felt good about the content I helped put out to aid that discussion.

Bittersweet Goodbyes Make Exciting Hellos

Hi everyone! I’ve been itching to start sharing my study-abroad experiences here but that would have been hard to do seeing as I just left for my program this morning! Since I can’t yet share stories of ancient sites or amazing food, I thought I’d ruminate on some goodbyes I’ve had to do recently. My nine-hour layover in Montreal today has given me ample time to sit with all the complex emotions of leaving home for such a big adventure and I hope you find some shared sentiments here, whether you’ve strayed far from home before or stayed close.

I’m no stranger to being away from home. I spent 12th grade living in the dorms of my high school (where I previously had been a commuter student) to prepare for college life. This ended up being the training wheels I needed because I decided to come to the University of Denver which is roughly 2,000 miles away from my hometown in Pennsylvania. I, like so many other students, knew that I wanted to go away for school, but unlike others, I always knew it was going to be an emotionally difficult transition. Noah Kahan’s “You’re Gonna Go Far” has pretty much been on repeat in my head for the last four years.

I’m an only child of a single father with whom I’m extremely close and who has been my best friend + biggest supporter my whole life. I’ve also been blessed with friends who support me wholeheartedly no matter what. Coming to Denver is one of the best decisions I’ve ever made, but the goodbyes every winter and summer break don’t get easier, I just get more used to them. Walking through security at the airport this morning felt like that but a million times bigger.

I’ve never left home for four months before. I certainly haven’t spent months in another country aided only by two comically large suitcases an ocean away. A seven-hour time difference, a totally new culture, and signage in an ancient language I will attempt to learn two days a week at 8:00am is a complete 180° from what my life normally looks like. Change is good and constant, but it is scary, too.

As trepidatious as I may sound, though, I am excited. Maybe even more than excited. As I take a break from pacing the International Departures Terminal at YUL to kill time, I look at all the departures happening around me, hear destinations I’ve never been to, and realize how little of the world I’ve seen (and I’ve been blessed to see more than many others.) Even though the last two weeks have been full of teary goodbyes, they have reminded me of all the “hello’s”, familiar and not, that I am going to experience in the upcoming months. It has been, and will always be, a privilege to have things in my life that make saying goodbye so hard.

Next stop: Athens!